So, this is the first time I've ever done this outside of particular ADISCers and another website, but I am a sissy. I love to wear girl clothes, especially cute and frilly dresses ^///^. The reason that I've been so scared to tell people, is that I tried telling someone I thought I was 100% sure who would accept me, my grandma. She didn't accept it. She rejected it, and threatened me with exposer. So the only people [Up until now] who knew, have been my mommy, my online family [but family none the less], and June. It's not that I didn't trust the rest of you guys, it's just I have stronger emotional feelings for them.. idk, hard to explain.
But that's not the part I need help identifying myself as. I don't know.think I'm transexual/gender, but I feel as if I would be happier as a girl than I am as a guy. Like it's more meant for me, mentally. But I'm still happy to be a guy, I'd just be happier as a girl. It's hard to explain what I'm feeling exactly.
Anyways, some help would be nice. If not, thanks anyways for reading c: