Anyways for valentines day my girlfriend gave me some great things. Coupons. Not just any coupons but coupons for:
-role-play of my choice
-sexy photo session
-one sexual desire
-tasty human sundae
Ok then later in the night when we were going to sleep we were talking. Basically I was laying on her boobs and then I start to suck on her nipple/ breastfeed. I was doing it for a little while and I looked up into her eyes when I was doing it and she gave me a small giggle and said I was soooo cute and she loved that I like to suck on her boobs. Anyways maybe TMI, but then she brought up the fact that on saturday night when we were going to bed I started to suck my thumb, and that when she said something I immediatly took my thumb out of my mouth and said "no!" and then put my thumb back in lol. I was pretty drunk, thats why I did that i think. Anyway she said it was really cute and she really liked it. Haha I acted like I was embarressed but I really didn't care too much. She teased me for a while about sucking my thumb and until I told her sometimes it happens lol. Anyway she said she thought it was extremely cute.
All this makes me think I will be ok when I tell her about this side of me. My only problem is that I sometimes feel confused about what I want and it could be hard to explain it to her.
I think I may be a diaper lover, as in I like diapers in a sexual way. And I might be somewhat ab in a non-sexual comforting way. But I have yet to ever experiment with any of that stuff with someone so I don't know for sure. Does anyone have any advice for my situation.
Also I think if I tell her I would say something along the lines of "I am telling you this because I don't want to have any secrets and I want to be completely open with you. However I do not want you to do anything with this unless you have a desire to. I understand that it's wierd and the last thing I want to do is make you feel pressured into doing something your not comfortable with."
So do you think I can pull of adding diapers into roleplay.