Let me introduce myself, my name is Jay and I'm a teen DL.
I have had a thing for diapers + wetting and pooping desperation since I was a baby. When I was young and switching from diapers to underwear I clung onto the diapers. I enjoyed them, and it took a while to get me wearing underwear.
When I was around 5 I was in the toilets at my nursery/kindergarten. There were diapers on the shelf for when they were required. I decided to try them out, I did my business in one and left it on the floor.
When I was around 7 I was at my grans house. There was an old diaper that had always been in the toybox we used for many years. One day I was so intrigued I took it to the bathroom and did my business in it!
I hid it stupidly and was later found out. I recall denying it. However being such a young child I am sure they did not believe me.
Whilst all this was going on I also had a small thing for baby dolls that wet themselves - paying extra attention when a diaper ad appeared on the tv!
So, around 9 I wondered what it would be like to wet myself, so I tried it. I enjoyed it and eventually tried the same with soiling - which I enjoyed moreso!
Then I started getting back into diapers, I surfed the web, found pictures and sites. I loved it!
Anyway, as I grew older and learnt about fetishes and sex I knew I was a DL. However, up to this very day I have been unable to gain access to any. I recently came across Cuddlz - a site that sells adult nappies, diapers and other abdl products with brilliant feedback! Yesterday, I bought a pack of 40! They are set to arrive tomorrow when everyone is out of the house!
The build up to this I have been surfing the web about the fetish more and more! I have come across this forum multiple times and decided it was about time I joined!
I need somewhere I can talk about this, or it builds up inside and I feel like I'm all alone regarding the subject! So I have chosen this community :-)
Anyway, sorry for the long winded story but that's me! A Dl from birth to death! Babying women is cute, but not a major thing for me, so I'd call myself DL, not Ab.
I look forward to getting to know everyone here and tomorrow night, describing my first experience in a real disposable diaper - not makeshift!