How do you deal with wearing diapers? I mean I know its not easy for a lot of you. I like wearing them but I fear my parents finding out... even if I hide them well. I just feel like I can't keep doing it even when I want to.
I'm not forcing myself but... there are times when I feel like I don't want to keep wearing diapers, even when I really do. Like most people, I'm sure... I don't have access to good diapers and making a homemade one would just get my mom even more curious because she will know.
My mom is one of those types of moms who have eyes in the back of her head, sharp as an eagle and well... strict as ever. It's hard battling with the idea of being found out. Plus I have such great friends I love and care for I am so afraid if I tell them they will think its weird... same for my boyfriend, who is my soulmate.