hello to all.
Well lets get started (whew!! this is hard) Ok I am a 54 year male who for many years was an abused child whitch continued into my late teans and beyond. I was beaten daily for being a bed wetter and humilliated in front of friends and family forced back into diapers (nappys) at the age of about six and sometimes sent to school in them. My soul was destroyed all ambition went out of me, My schooling was affected I went from a top marks pupil to the lower end of the scale ,my school reports went from bad to worse. With comments such as,
C is not trying.
C could do better.
C lets others do the work.
C seems not to care.
And so on, however I came to love wearing diapers for some strange reason I dont know why?.
Another strange thing is at christmas & birthdays I got the best presents anyone could wish for and plenty of them, I could never understand this untill a couple of years ago I was talking to my wife about this, And her answer was guilt payment for the beatings what do you think?.
I met my future wife when I was 26 and had my own home but still bed wetting, I knew if this relationship was going to go anywhere then I had to tell her I was a bedwetter. The best decision of my life she understood as her brother was also a bed wetter and she told me how her parents cured him by setting the alarm clock twice a night to get up to go to the toilet.
To my amazement it worked it took 3 monthes but it worked.
Later that year we wed and she practically put me threw school her self,
she helped me with reading writing arithmatic and so on that my confidence once again began to grow so well I found better work with more money and better conditions. my wife became my world my reason to live we had three wonderfull children whome i am very proud of.
Sadly I lost my wife last year, my heart is split wide open I still have not come to terms with her passing and through depression I am back to bet wetting.
And I have put myself back into diapers (nappys) and have found I love them still so much I have worn them 24/7 for the last 10 months I hope my late wife understands tears are rolling down my cheeks I miss her so!.
I hope I hav`nt depressed you all too much, I just wanted you to know something about me!.
I hope this reads ok as i have never done anything like this before, my heart felt thanks.
thanks again C.
hope I hav`nt depressed you all too much, I just