I am going crazy. Let me start off from where it started. . .
If anybody knows me, they probably know I smoke cannabis. I'm coming to a realization of why I smoke it. I haven't smoked in over a month and my mind is clearing off the fog that casts over it. And because of this my intelligence is on the rise. I am acting more and more like a sociopath. If someone gets on my nerves I will get in their head and cause them pain, whether it be from saying something they don't want to hear or just insulting them on a deep level.
So me and some friends were taking a ride to go play poker, and I was talking to one of the guys, then all of a sudden the one in the front seat says, Shut up you fat retard!" and me being me, I did what I have been doing. I got in his head, and made some comments about him and his girlfriend(his girlfriend wasn't there). He just said, "Shut the f*ck u!" and that was that, and we didn't talk for the rest of the night. Although he kept giving me looks of disgust when I kept winning hand after hand in poker.
Ever since I stopped smoking cannabis, my abilities to read faces, and tones of voice have rapidly increased. I even to the point of being able to tell whats going through somebody's' head when they're talking to me through instant messages. It's a blessing and a curse. I don't like it one bit right now.
A lot of repressed memories have popped up ever since I stopped smoking, too many at once. I can't handle any of them right now. I truly miss being a happy go lucky panda.
And please don't suggest anti-depressants, I have tried them, and because of that I get random muscle movements, I can tell you for a fact that no amount of dope would ever do that.
I need some advice or something. Any help is good help, please and thanks.