So... I wanna share some experiences.
The last days of 2011, I spent them with my mate. We live 5 hours apart, so the chances to be together arenít too many. We were alone at his house, for 4 days. When I arrived, he gave me a small Christmas present which consisted of a snoopy themed gerber bottle filled with coke.
I certainly wasnít expecting that, but it was a welcomed gift. At the next day, we spent the afternoon in bed, just being lazy and cuddling and talking. I played with him for a while (not gonna give details on that) and we ended up tired, and falling asleep. We woke up at around 7:00 pm, and we went over to buy my pajamas, I had been looking for some for a long time without any luck, and my mate told me he saw some on a store near his house. There were indeed, and I bought two, a beige one, and a baby blue one. That night, I put on the blue pjís, which are awesome <3 and, my mate offered to diaper me, since I had asked about it before.
So he did. Honestly, it was weird, but, sort of enjoyableÖ made me feel a bit kinky too XD
The next day, while dinner was on the stove getting cooked, he offered to play with me since I played with him the day before.
He actually took care of me for an hour or so. Put another dpr on me, cuddled me, and he fed me some juice on the bottle he gave me. After that, he drew an airplane on the front of the padding, which gave me a good laugh, heh. And, he poured some water on me, I jokingly suggested that, but I didnít expect he to do it, it was darn cold, and I ended up with a wet butt and we shared a laughed. It was an awesome time, and I think it was probably the first and only time I have regressed, it was a feeling very different from the normal sleep in diapers night. I felt safe, and content. I didn't want that moment to end, I wanted to stay in his arms forever, feeling like a little folf.
So, as the visit ended, and I got back home, I found that Iím unable to wear my pjís outside of my room, it makes me nervous to think about my mom or someone seeing them, even though they are normal adult pajamas, with a serious design, nothing childish.
And lastly, I gotta say, I am not girly or anything like that, but Iíve found myself somewhat attracted to sissy stuff, mostly, LG pajamas, skirts and *sigh* even pantiesÖ Now, I donít feel like always wearing that stuff, Iíve noticed it captures my attention more when Iím ďyiffieĒ, and that a little of forced wearing seems to make me aroused.
So, to make this thread worthy, How do you guys cope with the sissyish feelings? If I want to pretend to being forced in girly pajamas or something alike, does that make me one?
Are there non baby stuff (like my adult pajamas) that make you feel way too shameful to use them around family or friends?
How does regression feel like? I'm damn sure I did reggress when I was with my mate, but I have no comparative point.
BTW, sorry for the TL;DR.