Hello everyone, I am new here so I thought I might introduce myself. I'm fluttershy... As some of you may or may not know, I have taken the username off my favorite character of one of my favorite TV shows, My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic. I can kind of relate to her in nature and personality as I'm quite a shy person.. ._. In fact, it took me quite a lot of courage to sign up here, as I've never joined an AB/DL community before.. so, well.. please excuse me if I'm a bit quiet and well, shy at first. Anyways I thought it might be easy if I use the wonderful template shown in the articles section of this site to introduce myself.. ^-^;;
So what brings me here? Well.. umm, this is hard.. :/ I hope I'm doing okay.. Well every since i can remember I have had an interest in diapers, i think i can trace it back to when I was 3 years old, but I'm not sure exactly. So it's kind of grown up with me and become a part of who I am.. but in doing so, I developed a very shy and isolated personality. I have never told anyone before of my secret, and even though I have a few friends in real life, I don't have any close friendships. I guess that's just who I am, i find it hard to be social at times. So I guess a main reason for me coming here is to make some new friends, people I can spend time with and relate to, talk to about AB stuff and help others. That has been my dream for a long time, just having some people to talk with about AB stuff among other life gear... but yeah, I've never had the courage to do it before now. So anyways, in regards to AB stuff, i guess I'm kind of the typical AB in a way - i just absolutely adore cute stuff, ever since i can remember... I love cuddles and toys and other stuff like that (even though I've never dared admitted that to anyone). I just, want to feel secure, I'm always shy all the time around people... I'm not sure if this is making any sense, but just pretending to be like a small toddler/infant gives me security and those warm and fuzzy feelings you get from feeling secure in my isolated and lonely life... but it is kind of rare to have oppurunities to experience my secret side due to life outside of it - as I guess a lot of you would know.
Speaking of which, outside of my AB life I am kind of normal I guess. I love animation/anime movies and tv shows as well as music/soundtracks... it's a wonderful thing. It doesn't really matter what age group the show is targetted at, i can always appreciate it for the time people have put into an animated show or movie to bring joy to there audience. ^-^ My favourite animations are any Disney/Pixar/Studio Ghibli Movies and of course Friendship is Magic. Other than that, I am also into a few games, I'm not sure if you've heard of Kingdom Hearts, Zelda or Final Fantasy but they are some of my favourite games as well. I also absolutely adore the piano and love composing various melodies, music has a very special place in my heart and always will, i just really love how it can bring out so many emotions. Anyways I've probably gone on too much about myself, I'm really sorry..
What am I looking for out of this site? Hmm.. well i guess, as mentioned before I really look forward to making some good friends here. Other than that, I kind of hope to maybe help others who are also a bit shy like me too feel more accepted with there AB feelings.. although I probably wouldn't be too good at that. >///<; There are also some pretty nice stories here as well, which I like to read before bed.
Anyways I guess that's pretty much me.. I really do hope I can be accepted into a community like this and can make some new friends.. I have a very loving and caring nature, so it shouldn't be too hard right? *nervous* Anyways, thanks for reading my introduction... *huggles you all* <3