Hi. So, I guess I'm new here. I have never explored the AB lifestyle before a few weeks ago. A couple of months ago I moved into the house of a couple who I had met on my campus (they are employees, I am a student.). They're both a little older than me and they expressed an interest in playing together with me as their little one. Recently it's come to light that I'm dealing with some semi-forgotten trauma, and so I finally relented, allowing them to pamper me (figuratively at first) because I presumed a little regression therepy wouldn't hurt. That was two weeks ago. Now I get put to bed with a bottle and a diapering each night by my new Mommy - this is all happening so fast it's overwhelming. I couldn't possibly have predicted things would turn out this way. It's the structure that my previous life lacked which I have come to intensely crave - the being told when and what I can eat, go to sleep, wake up, etc. Since I lived by myself for so long before I came here, I was surprised by how freely I was willing to cast off my liberties, but once I had, my life calmed down so considerably. I don't know if anyone will be able to relate to an experience like mine, but even though I neither wanted nor asked for this kind of life, I somehow get the sensation that I'm incredibly lucky. Before anyone jumps to conclusions, note that the treatment I'm getting at the moment is entirely innocent, I am treated like their baby daughter at virtually all times, and so far as I am able to see, there are no strange motives here. So I guess that's me in a nutshell. I'm literally waiting for my mommy to come change me and get me up right now, so I thought I'd give a greeting and hopefully hear what y'all might have to say about the odd turn of events in my life. I imagine as this goes on I'm going to have some questions. It would mean a lot to know that I have a community to turn to when I am confused about certain things, so preemtively: thanks for helping me out.
Wishing you all the very best day,