Here's my problem. Every relationship I have I'm not willing to be sexual, active with the girl I mean is it possible to have a relationship without dealing with sex. I mean, it's not because I don't like her but it's just I'm not interested in it. I think it's gross. I can not watch anything sexual on TV, dealing with it. It's just not my thing. I think this one of my turnoffs in a relationship and maybe it's because I got the mentality of a 12-year-old. According to my mom caused epilepsy where my doctor says my brains like Swiss cheese mentally so I mean maybe that's the problem but I mean is there a way you can get what a girl this not looking for that mean I really want to be with somebody in life and not be loan or should I just had sex even know. I don't feel like I want to just to be with somebody in my life. To me it's a major turn all I use get made fun in school because you know I never had sex with a girl in high school people would say I'm gay or something like that but I'm not. I just don't want anything you deal with it some he does this make me bad when it comes to relationships. Should I try to change even know it's going to be very tough with my mental capacity.
I mean, I hope somebody can help me deal with this on here. You know give me some advice on the issue. I mean I really want to be with somebody but I don't want not in sexual which I think is turnoffs to most girls so I mean should I just take the leap even know. I don't want to