im just starting to be open to myself as an AB but i cant tell my family (they wouldn't understand) i just dont know where to turn right now. i live in a very small town where everyone knows everyone. i cant just go buy diapers or other supplies and there is no where to buy stuff so i relay on online shops but im having trouble finding canadian sites.
also i dont know what to do with myself how can i be a baby and still be an adult i work 40hours a week and when i get home i just want to put on my jammies grab Benny (my teddy bear), blankie and my nummy and be sooked but i cant i have to act the adult part in front of my family i dont know how to deal with it all. i just want someone to talk to that understands feeling so very alone and sad right now.