Well for the last two or three years now ive felt "off" like something inside of me changed. I feel I'm not happy as much as I used to be, that i have to put on a fake personality to be happy while talking to people. But after talking to them and i walk away, i just feel not right. I truly can't explain what it is? I think its because 3 years ago i lost my dad, and he was the most important thing to me ever. But now hes gone Ive fell into this rut to where i dont even have fun with friends anymore, so i stop talking to them and im loosing a lot of friends. So what im asking is am i depressed? I feel like i could be but i have no idea.... I just feel lost.
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