Nobody knows anything about my abdl side as far as I know, lately if i'm doing something like sucking on a paci and someone knocks I get all shaky, then I just get well mad.
I'll start snapping, just generally treating the family like crap if I almost get caught.
I've thought about telling the folks but after having a really good read through the articles i've decided to leave it.
Anyone else gone through something like this, will it get better? Do you have a certain technique to calm down?