I understand no one on this forum is a doctor, but I have some questions. I hope a painful detail of symptomology and medical/life/environmental history can give insight into the problems I face. I was born prematurely, (3 months early, and face total blindness as a result.) As a young child, bedwetting and daily wetting of the pants were near daily/nightly occurances. I visited several doctors, took pills, and had x-rays done. The x-rays were fine, but I heard every answer in the book -- nothing is wrong, your bladder just needs to mature, your bladder is too small, you are a small man (5,1 and 100 lbs, 27 years of age, at present,) therefore you have a small bladder, blah-blah-blah. I also took pills which didn't work to solve the issue. In my teen years, the bedwetting became more sparatic, (once every 3 months or so,) then ceased completely, but my bladder has never been "right/normal." I can tell you the symptoms therein, and provide several unique experiences which can rule in/out diagnoses. Basicly, my bladder is a ticking time bomb. It says to me, when I have to go, "you have 10-15-20-30 minutes to go or you're gonna totally wet yourself!." This depends on how nice my body is treating me at the moment. Yes, it sounds crazy but totally true. I usually have control of this, but if i'm at a football game inside a large stadium forget it! I also had several instances where it wasn't just urine which escaped my bladder. When I have to superbly go, my bowels would also fully release. At this point, I have absolutely no control over the situation! One time at a football game, Dallas at Phili, I lost it all...literally from both ends, an accident for the ages! It was just an absolute horror show! So, with all this said, I have several questions. First, what is going on here? Is it just overactive bladder? Is my bladder full but my brain isn't telling me its full till its ready to spill? And what's the deal with my bowels? I would also like to note that at times, i would go to the bathroom and go a lot, but, 15-20 minutes later, i'll have to go again and release the same amount as before...two heavy wettings! Other instances exist where i'd hold it in and release a ton of urine, more than the normal fluid amount, but this is extremely rare, can someone explain that one? At times i can hold it in, but more urine is released, but most times, i'll just have an accident, or come very close to one! Is my brain telling my bladder its full when its not? Obviously this has been a lifelong struggle for me, hopefully someone can come up with possible ideas to kick around in my head. When i get out of my family living situation, I am going to see a doctor and get this resolved once and for all, but I would appreciate any ideas or advice you can offer.