So i am a little bit confused. I have liked diapers and the idea of regressing for as long as i can remember. Of course when i hit puberty it began to become a little more of a sexual thing for me. The problem is that i still think of myself as an AB. Another thing that bugs me, is that when i try to regress, i just feel incredibly stupid, even though I love the idea of it. I dont know what i am really planning on getting out of this post. I guess i just wish i could go back to the way it was before and be more of an AB.