I have been a lurker here for awhile and I thought it's about time I finally join.
I've been an AB since I was 12 years old. For me the trigger was seeing my young cousin's baby bottle lying around. Found it curious and started sucking on it. All kinds of feelings were experienced at that precise point. With no internet at that time, I honestly thought I was the only 'freak' that was into this. Imagine my joy when I discovered that I wasn't a freak but actually belonged to a pretty exclusive club of like-minded souls.
So over the years this developed from bottles to dummies and eventually nappies. Love every aspect of being a baby. It was tough in the early years though. I'm sure like a number of fellow ABies, I had a feeling of self-loathing and guilt about my 'habit'. I would throw away my baby paraphernalia but only to buy them again a few days later.
Over time, I began to accept that there are two sides to me. I wouldn't say that I am even now totally comfortable with my AB side. I do have dark days whereby I wish I could be 'normal'. However, my AB side is integral to my life and I just have to accept it.
I hope that anyone reading this and who are new to the world of AB can take some comfort from what I've experienced. It can be scary when you have all these feelings and do not know how to cope or what to expect. Feel free to message me and I would be more than happy to give words of advice if I can.
Ok my 'vanilla' life is pretty normal. I love playing on my PS3, watching all kinds of films and watching motorsports especially F1 and WRC. I am also currently embarking on some amateur photography. Mainly outdoors and landscapes.
Thanks for reading and I hope to become an involved member on here.