Yesterday I ordered another pack of diapers since I am running low. I didn't think twice about it. Now, a day later, I am starting to feel guilty and ashamed of myself for buying more diapers. It's kind of hard to explain, I guess it's like feeling embarrassed for feeding the fetish. Diapers are not a sexual thing for me, they are purely for comfort and security. However, it almost makes me feel depressed that I continue to live this "lifestyle".
Does anyone ever feel this way?