I'm an older AB/DL and have had these desires since I was very young..probably like most of you in here. Anyway...I have been very busy with my work so I haven't had time to introduce myself. I'm not a closet AB since I have been out and about in the AB community. In our community I'm classified as a switch.
I did go to an AB convention in Chicago last April and it was great seeing my friends there and making new ones.
Wishing you all in here my very best. I know how hard it is realizing that you are different from the majority but eventually we all come to terms with it and accept who we are and embrace ourselves. This all happended due to the internet which was not around back then when I needed it most. Anyway...have a great Holiday season and my very best to you!