Looking for help. About nine months ago I told my wife I am AB/DL it was a great weight lifted to tell someone you love and trust. We have been married for only ten years. Even though we are young I thought I could tell her anything, because we love each other. When I told her I was hoping the trust thing of telling such a big thing in my life would be something special. At the time she kicked me out of the house telling me I am a freak. That night after work she let me home and we talked it through. Since then it has been an up and down ride this year. She tells me she is ok with it but it is always there as an issue in the back ground of our lifes. If we ever have an issue with anything or problems between us it is always brought up and after the yelling I am always told I am a freak and why don't you go wear your diaper. This is something I haven't do in a very long time since telling. I wish I had never said anything ever. This was so easy to deal with when it was hidden. I love her but she has no idea how much being called a freak all the time hurt's. So last night we had another fight and it came back to i'm a freak. so I threw out everthing, all the hidden diapers etc in front of her to make her happy. But now I am in trouble for wasting money. How do I mix this, PLEASE help.