I dont know if this is is the right forum but, I just am feeling a bit...depressed about my life. Sometimes i just think im pathetic. Im 19 years old, 20 in 20 days, im still living at home with my dad. I dont go to school anymore because i went for my G.E.D. I still dont have a car yet and i got my permit just this year. if you were to look into my room you would see and average room with booksheves, a T.V. and a computer. But i get the feeling that i dont act my age. Sometimes i tell myself that im 19 years old, why am i still doing (Insert thing here). I would love to just put it all behind me but i dont want my life to change. I love hanging out with my friends that are in high school and having them over. Part of me say's to stay with the life but part of me is screaming to grow up. All i do nowadays in go to work and go on my computer. everyone expects me to act my age. Everyone wants me to be like my dad or some crap like that. All i want to do is live my life how i want to..but i fear that will get me nowhere.