Hey guys. I'm really not sure what to do in this type of situation. So my two best friends are sort of a couple, but they don't call each other a couple and they love to hang out with me even though i awkwardly feel like the third wheel. Anytime i bring up that i feel like the awkward third wheel they both have separately told me i was being crazy. To make matters stranger, they both act like my parents. It started out as a joke when my female friend who said she cared enough about me to be my mother. That progressed to her sometimes acting like my mother, referring to herself as mommy a few times and cuddling O_o. There both coming over my house tonight but that's irrelevant the text i received from her is the interesting though. It said "Okay I'll see you at 7. be a good boy when you're home alone.". Now by dude best friend acts like a dad, by telling me that i should stay clean and not drink and stuff. It's definitely a strange situation and probably some *bdl's fantasy to have there two best friends act like there parents. Some times i get angry that they care so much about me, but other times the little *b in me is just like D'awww.
For those that have followed my past posts, i had a drug problem. Marijuana triggered a minor psychotic break and really screwed me up. I haven't done it since and about 3 months later i feel a full recovery. Alcohol on the other hand is another story. On several different times i thought it would be ok to steal a beer or two from my parents and drink it and just watch tv or chill on the internet drunk. Well last time i went to try it again, except i got so drunk that i broke my lamp in my room and started drunk texted my dude friend who flipped out and picked me up. We drove around for a little and then we met up with my female friend who i sort of didn't want to see because i knew she was going to be mad at me. Needless to say we then got in her car. I don't remember much after that or what i said then we ended back at my house. My female friend was holding me because i started to cry because of what i did. Eventually i just laid down in my bed with them there and settled down.
My question is, is this a normal relationship to have with my friends? Some how i feel it's a little strange. If so, what should i do about it? It's not like i'm getting anything sexual from it. The little *bdl inside of me just feels loved. I don't really want to bring this up to them because i'm afraid they'll react badly although my guy friend is a huge liberal who listens to NPR all day and the female is just as liberal. I'm not asking for the two to be my *bdl parents. In a way i don't, but in a way i do. I just feel really strange and happy when i'm around them. I don't know guys. -_- help me.
P.S - i'm quitting all substances with there help. So don't get to angry about the alcohol part, we were all teenagers once.
*EDIT* -I should also say that my parents weren't home last night thats why i did it. Also, i'm not looking to force this on them. For that reason i probably won't, but a opportunity like this doesn't come around that often and i'm just looking for love and acceptance. IF i tell which i probably wouldn't want them to "chang ma poopi diapz" or anything weird. Just have them know and still get the same treatment i have now. I don't know i may be reading stuff wrong, or two much or two little. I'm so confused and lost, i've never looked at two friends like this before. Also the male friend is out of high school and is in college and the female friend is a senior (a grade older then me)
**EDIT EDIT** - Thanks for moving the thread.