I didn't think i was going to, almost talked myself out of it. the last time i had one 8 years ago i had almost been caught...what if someone found them this time. But if any of you have read my other post...i was soo tempted to steal from work. and thats a big no no. i got to the adult diaper isle and took awhile to take it in. i always avoided that section and the baby section of walmart. not today no. i picked out a brand i thought i would like that wasn't too expensive. i went to the cashier and my heart was pounding...i was risking it by shopping at a walmart that lots of kids i knew before i graduated worked there, i was soo scared i'd be seen, luckily i came across this older cashier i had never met in my life. i was so worried she was going to ask why i was buying it, but she didn't. i didn't have to lie (even though i had a good one planned) i made it to my car quickly as to not be stopped by someone for some causal chatting. when i finally made it i couldn't believe i just done that. i had a whole new package of diapers and it was no problem at all. i drove quickly home i was so excited to use it, after so long of waiting. i remember dreaming when i was younger, when i move out i can do this, no one will no because its my house. yet i'm living at home, in my own room. i'm worried about them being found i don't know where to hide them. but i went home put it on and just felt it against me. it was wonderful. i just laid in it for awhile. it was soo relaxing, calming, yet exciting. finally after so long.