I have a sexual urge to send a picture of myself wearing a diaper to a woman I know. Thinking about doing this excites me to no end. I fantasize about what would happen. I can imagine that what would happen is that she would humiliate me by sending it to everyone and putting it on the net. I am not 100% sure that she would but probably 90%. I would be really embarrassed if this happened, but for some reason it is probably my most fantasized event. She is the type of girl that would probably enjoy getting a pic like that to use to humiliate me.
Has anyone ever sent a pic to a woman with this situation and what was the outcome? I am worried that I will do this sometime. I know I shouldnt but also extremely want to. Just knowing that she would have the utmost power over me with the pic and it would be totally in her power to do what she wants with it. Any past experiences or opinions would be appreciated.