Lately, I haven't really given much thought to my bathroom visits but now i'm starting to freak out. I hope i'm being paranoid and I hope i've done nothing wrong.
I have noticed that my bladder doesn't feel as "full" as it used to get and I don't go nearly as much.. My pee stream isn't nearly as forceful as it used to be either. Also, there doesn't seem to be much force when I use the toilet. A few times during the past month, I've finished peeing in the toilet and zipped up my pants to only find out that a little urine would leak out.
Now i've become very concerned about this issue. I thought these issues were small problems from my recent life style changes and not any direct consequence of what I might've done about a year ago.
You see, during my AB/DL binge & purge cycle last year, I began forefully wetting my diapers, putting strain on my bladder. I knew this was a bad idea and i'm generally one who is sensible and logical about things but I did it anyway.
Anyway. After I finished all my padding, I went back to normal. I experienced no accidents afterward and I was able to control my stream on command just as normally before. However, lately i've been taking a common ADHD medication known to cause thirst. In addition to the medication, I drink Green Tea (no sugar, tea bag) so of course tea being a diuretic made my bathroom frequency increase.
I guess over the past few months of drinking tea and taking this medication, i've gone to the restroom when I ever felt the slightest need to go with a high frequency rate due to my strict intake of primarily water and green tea.
I fear I have weakened my bladder's capacity from an elasticity standpoint, making the urge to pee even a little but feel urgent. Secondly, I fear the forceful urination from the year past has made my ability to control my urethra and essentially control the flow of urine from my boy parts to what i'd say is pretty poor. I'm beginning to freak out now that i'm piecing all these issues i've been experiencing together.
I hope i've just temporarily weakened my bladder and that this is not something serious that eventual turns into full incontinence. Can someone please provide some insight?