I like to call myself a "straight" individual, being I don't find any sexual attraction in Males. However I hate to admit, but I think my body has a stronger "sexual" attraction to diapers than women. In that, it takes me a lot longer to be aroused by a lap dancer than a diaper. I just recently went to my first strip club with a few friends, (I'm 19 & a virgin), and yeah, I got a lap dance with a hot topless babe that pretty much buried her boobs in my face and dry humped me, and it kind of bothered me how unaroused I was, I hope maybe it was because I had to pay for it, and it didn't seem the same as something real. I've never really had a serious relationship either, so that might be what has to trigger me in the future. I guess the reason I'm posting this is to get your "true and anonymous" (as we all are on this forum) feedback and personal thoughts on this or similar experiences with any of you. It is hard to distinguish the difference between sexual orientations and sexual fetishes. Perhaps one is more powerful. I'd feel a lot better about this if anyone has some good input.