I'm about to see a doctor, as if I have to pee, it's really hard to hold it. I assume it has something to do with a bladder/prostate thing, 'cause it can hurt a lot while going. I can understand it is a physical problem and it has to be cured, but I'm also a bit worried: if I have to go real hard but can distract my mind, the urge can stop as sudden as it started.
Is this related to the DL stuff? I mean: even when medication helps me to relief the actual bladder/prostate problem, will the urge still exist? I like to be a DL, but it has to remain a 'hobby'. I hope I expressed myself well