I've come to a realization in these past few days of being on this site. Up until this point, AB has been mostly a mental experience for me. I've fantasized about regressing for as long as I can remember. I've been reading and writing age regression and AB stories most of my adult life. On two occasions(which spanned several days until I've ran out) I've worn diapers. The first were makeshift from baby diapers when I was 21. The second were store bought when I was 30. But I'm not sure if I want to count the second time because it was at the height of my alcoholism. I was so racked with guilt and conflicting emotions that I had to get plastered beforehand and the whole experience just wasn't that fun. In all that time I never really regressed, just wanted to.
Last night I decided to take the plunge in a small way. I've been in pain for the last two days because I pulled a groin muscle while lifting heavy furniture. Any movement and it flairs up, but if I am perfectly still I can barely feel it. As I laid on my side, I stuck my thumb in my mouth. At first I kept it in the center, but I know that I clench my teeth in my sleep so I moved it to the cheek that I was laying on. It was one of the most amazing things that I have ever experienced. I usually toss and turn, but while sucking my thumb I didn't move an inch.
With all that back story, here comes the question. Is there anything that I have to watch out for while sucking my thumb? I noticed that the back of my mouth near my throat became very dry while the front was very moist. And I woke up with only a little drool on my pillow.
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In the two days since I posted this I've sucked my thumb every night. I have been wanting to do it during the day but haven't because even when my father is laying down, he keeps the blinds open around the house and my neighbors are noisy.