In November it'll be a year for me sense I started to wear diapers 24/7 due to my Crohn's becoming unmanageable without so I feel pretty use to and happy with wearing them now. But lately I've been feeling like even if that side was to clear up fully, which it hasn't done but it does give me more peace lately, I may still need to wear them because it's highlighted that I have urinary trouble as well. What's a little worrying is that it seems to be progressing as well.
To give some background, when I was a kid I was slow to stop bedwetting and also well into my teens and even now to a degree I suffered with giggle incontinence as well. Sense being diapered I found them very comfy and easy to wear, but without and in normal pants I realized more and more that without a diaper on, my underwear and even my trousers on would feel noticeably damp and days with a diaper on, most time through the day the wetness indicator would change. When asked people before they would say it could be sweat or breaking down, but it only ever really changed colour from around the top front where being a guy, you know what would be hanging. Before being diapered I thought nothing off it but come to realize more and more that it isn't normal.
What I have noticed during my time with diapers though is that more and more instead of feeling like I may need to pee, which often was a late reaction anyway, I'm not getting any feeling before needing to go. It's just like I feel that I am going to go and holding it back is hard and don't last long, if at all. It's gone from starting as an every other day thing to right now needing to change more then once as I can't make it to the toilet at all unless it just comes out during a bowel motion.
If I try to manage it by making myself go to toilet, it ether doesn't help or some cases I can't go at all. So for now it appears I've become very dependent on diapers.
Now I'm not going to ask is it incontinence and if I need to see the doctor, because that's already booked and waiting to see him. I know that saying all that I have here would be a good idea as well. But while I'm not worried about an infection or illness due to being fine in my life and no discomfort with bladder or kidneys, I am concerned about what my future with diapers will me. What can I expect from the doctors and also with how things are should I be thinking that while for sure I need them on always, that it will always be like this from now? Right now it's like I don't know what to expect and what I may have to tell family one day as well.