I have tried different ways in dealing with my desire to use diapers.
1. I denied it. On occasions I couldn't help myself using them I always felt a great shame and often threw away my diapers. I had problems with normal sexual activity
2. I told my girlfriend. She didn't like it. I always felt like I did something wrong when I used them. Relationship ended. I had some problems with normal sexual activity.
3. I told my next girlfriend much more smooth. We thought we had something fantastic in our relationship. We got married. I used diapers 24/7. She was great in the beginning. Normal sex was nice (but not very frequent). I became a little boy. Divorce.
4. I didn't told my girlfriend everything. Since I sometimes wet the bed because of me getting used to diapers I said that I wet the bed. I didn't want her to be my mommy. I didn't want her to pretend. I just wanted diapers. Normal sex was fantastic (and is). I have told her that I also have a emotional bound to diapers. She also now that I also have a sexual connection to diapers. But I am incontinent in her eyes. I am incontinent in some aspects. I have used diapers 24/7 i so many years now (app 5-6 years) that I am used to letting go everywhere. I also have to do the part of trying to cure myself (i.e go see the doctor). I don't like that part. It's not a thing I would recommend others. Tests like systoscopy and uroflowmetry is not very nice. Maybe you would blame me?! But I love the fact that she doesn't have to take part in my diaper fetish. My dream has been to really have to use diapers. I am as close to that dream as I can be.