Sometimes when I'm sitting in my apartment with nothing but a wet nappy on, I become in awe of myself. I mean, I enjoy sitting in a puffy, soft, absorbent, crinkly undergarment full of my own urine; I think to myself, "Wow, I really love this!?" I don't understand the full reason why I love it, and sure, we can do a psychological analysis and read an article on infantilism, but it shocks me how strong my desire is to wear diapers and act like a baby. The lengths I go to to get diapers, to buy baby wipes, baby oil, powder, etc. Nothing compares to the efforts I put into obtaining accessories for my ABDL desires.
Sometimes in the past I was so ashamed of my fetish, but now I've really start to love it and be proud of it. Places like this help me to love my desire even more. I'm not even embarrassed to go to a Walgreen or something and buy the cheap diapers (only in case of an emergency because I prefer top quality ; ) )
Am I the only one that reflects on their fetish like this? What does everyone else like about diapers?