I'm having a slight issue with my roommates, that I'm unsure how to bring it up. Our apartment lease will be ending around December, and they want me to continue living with them. However, I feel more and more uncomfortable around them since they're a newly wed. I feel out of place whenever around them, and lately they seem to care less about me. They do things together, make plan without my knowledge, and over all I felt taking advantage off. I got home last night, and try getting in touch with either of them for a good 5-6 hours, worried about where they were and if they're alright. Got no reply to late (10-ish) that they were at the husband's mom house.
They make it home an hour later and they speak that we are might be living out in that area, around where his mom lives. The locations is alright, but it felt like things went over my head. It just feels like the two spend to make decisions without my consideration. They probably don't mean it, but almost went to tears last night just thinking about it.
Now with that out of the way, the other side of the dilemma: I have a close friend who is looking for a third roommate. He nice, caring, considerate, and fun, and wants to get out of his parent's house... sorta gain complete independence in a sense. I can live much more comfortable living with him, and I don't have to feel awkward like I am with the newly wed.
But leaving the newly weds makes me feel bad... like I'm backstabbing them or something. Only the wife (which is a real close friend) has a job, and the husband is still trying the find a job... (but any week now, I'm gonna yell at him if he doesn't have one.) I just don't want any harsh vibes to come from my decision, as well, I want to help my friend out as much as I can.
(( I felt like I have to post this hear to get some advice... because I know it important if it keeps me up till 3 in the morning thinking about it. ))