Ok so I have a few very good friends and they are all relitively far drive from me and I cant drive so I have to have my mom or dad pick me up and drop me off at specific times and this is rare that they will drive me. And if by some odd chance like the sun aligns correctly with me or soemthing maybe just maybe I will end up haniging out with a friend. When I do see my a group of friends I feel kinda jealous cause they all get to hang out alot and some get to spend alot of time with the ladies and get into trouble and have a wild time basicly a normal teen social life , but all the while I am sitting at home and I cant participate cause I cant get there or I wasnt invited. I feel like s@$t basicly its like everyone is finding a girl and they are BF and have a GF while poor old me cant find anyone realy. I go to an all boys school so school isnt a choice either and basicly there is no way for me to socialize with the opposite sex and I feel like I am never gonna get the tools to talk and socailize with girls properly and I will just be the awkward slightly nerdy guy that the girls find creepy. for instance I do know a girl that might dig me and I kinda dig her, but its like Im paralyzed with fear of rejection and I do not want to come off as a dork. I mean I cant drive I am lucky if once every other week I see a friend. I feel like my social life is crap and I worry that I wont have the social skills to find someone that I can really bond with and connect with, but I am sooooo [email protected] awkward and it makes me feel like crap inside.
Can someone please help me out and suggestions or advice anything.