when iwas born my mother became very ill and was in the hosptal for 2 months. from what i am told she almost died. i actualy went home a few days after birth with my grandparents. for some reason the hospital didnt circumcize me. my earliest memories that i have is being in a hospital frightened to death and my mother explaining that she is leaving but she will be back tomorow, i can remember crying and throwing a fit. i was in a crib so i couldnt run after her but vividly remember
watching her walk away and me being left in this strang scary place. i know now that i was scheduled for a circumcision in the morning. after a while i must have settled down (probably drugged) and i can remember laying there and getting a belly ache. i had to go potty! i was a shy child and was afraid to ask somebody to take me, needless to say i eventualy pooped myself. at some point a nurse came in and i can remember her cleaning me up and saying"you need to tell me when you have to go potty, your a big boy!"after she left i pooped the bed again (diarea)
i was certain i was in big trouble and i thought i would never get to go home. i can actualy remember trying to clean up the mess so i wouldnt be in trouble. i can remember reachin over the crib to a night stand for a box of tissues,wiping my bum and throwing them under the crib.
at some point the nurse came back in and she knew right away that i had messed. she began to scold me i can rember her asking me if i wore diapers at home? i can remember more people coming to help in the cleanup. last thing i remember is being naked in the crib and i very gentle sympathetic nurse coming in pushing a cart , a cart full of diapers and pajamas. she put a diaper on me an new pjs and rubbed m back till i fell back to sleep.my next memories i have of my stay is the doctor coming at me with the gas mask.then being caried from the hospital by mother.not sure if i still had a diaper on . but i like to think i did.