Hello there, I guess I would best describe myself as quite shy actually and keep to myself for the most part. I am just getting by and enjoy playing guitar in my free time. Computers and programming are also a genuine interest of mine for many years.
I find myself coming back to ADISC, over and over. Mostly to read stories of those with similar interests or similar situations that I have been through.
Let me just go ahead and tell you my story of the first lasting impression I have of diapers.. I was forced to wear them one night at about the age of 6 years old, I had wet the bed several nights in a row and my Mom told me that I must wear a diaper tonight (she was tired of washing the sheets, can hardly blame her). I was crying as she taped on one of those plastic backed pampers, pleading not to have to wear it, promising not to wet the bed.
I fought it to a certain degree, but it didn't matter. Had I refused and removed it, this would have meant a spanking for sure, and I would still have ended up wearing it. So I wore it. I can still remember how the plastic of the diaper dug into my skin. It really made a loud crinkling as I attempted to quietly turn over, and was embarrassing thinking that my old brother was just in the bed on the other side of the room and often picked on me. It made me sad to be forced to wear it.
So to make a long story short, I pleaded with myself, PLEASE WAKE UP DRY. Funny thing is, I did! I didn't have to wear a diaper the next night. I was really proud of myself the next morning. However, I still had occasional accidents, even at school I ended up coming home wet.
Somehow this memory has stuck with me though, and for some reason after this I was drawn to diapers for comfort and also what was like a reminiscence of times gone by. A longing for what truly was a better time, before I lost my father to a crazy accident, before I knew how cruel the world truly is, and a time when I only knew what actually was good.
Ah well. With that said, I just enjoy diapers at this point, they comfort me and I enjoy reading stories from others as well as the abundance of interesting information that is provided here. Although diapers are just a small part of my life, sometimes it seems to fully encompass who I am.
Anyway, hope this wasn't too much info, I don't mean to bore anyone!
This is actually the first time I have ever posted anything regarding diapers and it feels strange to type it out and admit it. Ok, I'll wrap it up now, just had to drop an intro, thanks for reading.
Time for a change! LOL