I have found a interesting switch within myself, and I would like to hear if anyone experiences similar situations?
If I point myself down into my diaper, I notice that I loose interest in getting off (probably due to my inability to do so) in my diapers completely. And feel like much more of a baby. And I love it.
Likewise when I diaper myself pointed up, I find myself to be much more of a genuine sexual "diaper lover". Like I have always known myself to be. And do not feel like a baby in the slightest.
The interesting part is that I have never felt like an AB until I did point myself down. I did so in the first place because I was annoyed with only getting the front of my nappy wet.
Who would have thought that simple action would have opened my eyes?