I hope this is in the right forum. I figure that this falls under "all things diaper". Anyway, a bit of background:
I might put my entire background story into a blog at some point, but in short; I think I have had ABDL feelings since a very young age, wetting myself on purpose, holding up going to the bathroom and later on more diaper-related things such as using underwear filled with towels etc. until a couple of years back when I actually started using diapers properly.
But in between that I have had other feelings as well, one of them being nudism. I didn't come from nowhere though. My parents were quite conservative, but from the age of 8-9, from every summer vacation my aunt and uncle would take me and my siblings on week-long holiday to a nudist-site. It was all very normal to us, a lovely campsite with lovely people in a beautiful area and at that age you don't think about it.
This became more of a problem during puberty due to more obvious reasons, but when I was about 17-18 I joined them once more and actually really liked it. I haven't been since.
At the moment there are two ways I feel free and relaxed and one if wearing diapers and the other is being naked. I enjoy walking around the house nude but would also love to always be able to walk around the house wearing a diaper. I haven't been able to combine this though (except maybe a couple of times when I was home alone).
I'm planning to book a holiday to a nudist site again, I miss it and the atmosphere was really great. I doubt being diapered up is part of what people accept there and I have kind of made my piece with it, but that would be my optimal relax vacation I suppose. So I guess my questions are whether people recognise this at all? Whether there are any nudists out here and how they deal with it. And secondly, whether there are actually sites where it is possible? I once heard about a ABDL camp being organised in the US?