Before you go "ugh another messing thread" hear me out:
George Costanza: "Why do I get pesto? Why do I think I'll like it? I keep trying to like it, like I have to like it."
For some reason I feel as though this quote is perfectly suited for me but on the grounds of messing. I keep felling that as an AB/DL I need to enjoy it. I know I don't but I keep trying to enjoy it....I just can't seem to learn that. What are your thoughts on this situation?