Okay guys (move thread as necessary)
my ex girlfriend is in town and she just informed me that she is going to be staying an entire year to finish out her high school diploma, even though she only needs a half credit, she wants to be part of a graduation ceremony which is completely understandable. She has informed me that things may or may not change between her and her current boyfriend because a lot of things can change within the year. If that happens, she has told me that she will give me another chance on another shot at it.
The boyfriend is very jealous of me and seems to think he's an absolute God because he's in the Navy. He has made death threats towards me, to which my ex isn't aware of him.
So I guess I have some little look forward to if things don't work out. I have completely turned around and my mental status completely changed. I don't want to get my hopes up for this, but at least it's on the look forward to. I started going to physical therapy again, and I have made it very clear to my therapist that I want to be able to dance with her at the prom at the end of the year if I'm given the chance to. Pulled out my Walker and stander and I am determined to reach this goal come June. So if things don't work out between me and my ex, at least I benefited from it.
I couldn't be happier!
afterthought: I was able to get away with kissing her today at church so I don't wanna read into it but… Yeah