... The all-conquering power.
I'm generally a sensitive person; I care about connections. I'm struggling with my own a little, so...
How do you love?
Are you open and vibrant with your feelings?
Do you share everything you can; your thoughts and opinions?
Do you invest a lot, easily?
Do you get swept away easily?
Do you enter into these things with optimism every time?
I guess, simply, do you wear your heart on your sleeve with the people you 'love'...?
Are you more subtle; more reserved?
Do you feel the connection you have doesn't require you to say things?
Do you hold things/behaviour back til a certain point?
Do you have a 'plan of attack' to these things?
TO... any asexuals who may read this... What do you make of these concepts? Are these the things you're against? Or do they just not occur naturally?
Second part... Sorry for waffling...
I loved someone so, so much once. I gave everything I had, put time, money and every inch of my heart into one boy. He was younger than me... Too young... And he needed a lot of support. Things like this meant I naturally assumed a kind of dominance in the relationship and, eventually, he lashed out, rebelling against this, and slept with someone else. We ended, officially, nearly two years ago, and I am still broken. I genuinely believe I'll never love again like I loved him and, for all his flaws, he made me happy. I still find myself waiting for him to come back.
Your love. By whatever definition you hold, personally, of love, what is your greatest experience? Has it lasted for you? Have you survived it, or has it scarred you?
I look forward to learning more about you