In light of recent events, I have decided to taboo myself from anything and all *B/DL related. There are a couple of reasons as to why I am quitting.
1. The fact that *B/DL's are constantly put in the same group as pedophiles and perverts. Its not like I don't know that we are not those things at all, I condemn them with all my heart, but from the outside loop, we will always be associated with them at first glance and that's not gonna change at all.
2. The constant fear of getting caught, and how careless one can get with everything *B/DL in real life. There is one user here a long time ago, (who's username I will exclude) who I talked to a lot, but (x) got careless and left their (x) out in the open and got caught, and now (x) is taking forced therapy. I don't want to take therapy for something that I already know is not normal in real life. And I don't want anyone to rebuke me when I say that, like with "but there is a lot of us out there." Its not normal in real life, period, so please do not deny it. love acting like a kid again as much as the next person, but after some thought... its just overkill to partake in such a way.
3. The constant spending of money at a young age. In the teenage years, money is scarce especially when one doesn't have a job. The way we lived our life style constantly revolves around money and the constant spending of it. I'm tired of asking myself "is it worth it?" and then coming to the conclusion that it is. We are just squandering our money on something overly temporary, just to make ourselves feel helpless or comfortable or protected, but this feeling lasts for only so long... all in all, I ask you, "Was all that really worth it?
Anyway, I'm quitting being *B/DL.... I guess it was time for me to grow out of this stuff, you know? I hope that you all keep enjoying what you are doing, being happy with your lifestyle, and be good while doing it. I mean, who knows maybe I'll come back some day, so I'll just keep my account here if I ever decide to comeback (I really hope I don't, no offense,) -sigh- I also hope that you don't berate me for my decision to quit, but from what I have seen here, I know that won't happen. Thank you all.. and best of luck to you.