I understand that this has been done before, but I really need advice.
First off I want to say that many here probably don't know me as I am relatively shy and do not post much and prefer to read the forums without posting.
Anyway, I need advice on figuring out my sexual orientation as I have been questioning it for quite some time and its freaking me out.
This is how it is: I have always considered myself to be straight and I have never had a girlfriend/boyfriend or sexual experience before so I have no background to help me figure it out. All I know is that I only get aroused by male furry porn. Human male porn does not do it for me at all and actually freaks me out a bit (I have nothing against it, its just not for me). Whenever I think of my future I always think of myself being married to a woman and having kids and those two values are very important to me. But I cannot get aroused thinking about women at all. Sometimes there is a little stirring when I see a good looking woman but never anything that can be classified as "turned on". I never get turned on by males in real life.
When I was in my early teens I tried rationalizing liking male furry porn by thinking that "doing the deed" is a very male orientated activity centered around the penis. I do not have any problem with gay people but if I turn out to be gay it will be quite a shocker and I don't know if I can deal. I have been denying that possibility for quite some time but at this point, I don't know what to think.
Please give me your thoughts and opinions about this as I really need some good advice and everyone here seems to be really smart and considerate.