This is my AB/DL coming out story and now a conundrum.
I told my GF a few months after dating. I wa really drunk on the weekend after my 21st and started crying and told her I wanted to tell her something that was really important but was scared she wouldn't love me anymore. Well I got completely honest with her about it, told everything and answered any questions. Well she thought it was super weird and that it was freaky. Well a year has gone by and it hasn't been brought up since a few weeks ago. We were laying in bed and I made a cute comment just poking fun at the fact she still likes (pretty much has) to sleep with her baby blanket (she's 20).
Well, she didn't like the joke very much which when I poke fun at her she usually takes it bad or so it seems, anyways she was like at least I'm not a freak who likes to wear diapers. I think she was joking but the way she said it didn't suggest that she was and I said I havent worn in a long time. Which at the time it was true, now I have binges again and restocked.
Well this has gotten me to think about bringing it up again, mostly to let her know that my AB/DL/ little side is apart of me that's not going to go away, even though I tricked myself into thinking that and told her that the first time we talked about it.
Ideally, she would be accepting and want to participate, but I feel like i have another GF and I'm almost cheating on her, but I have realized that I am a AB/DL and it's not going to go away. I really just want her to accept it as something that is apart of me. We both love each other dearly and plan on getting married in the future. I'm lucky to have such a great GF and I don't want this to get in the way.
Just wondering if anybody has any tips or ideas on what I should do. And does anybody have any stories of them telling their significant others?