Hey, thought i'd introduce myself. I've checked out this forum and i am impressed. Really it is quite the place, comparing it to places i have looked at before with Ab/Dl's this really seems to keep to the main values of infantilism rather than the dirty side that can come out. I came across this forum through google and clicked on somebody's post that had to do with if they would ever be able to escape from infantilism, and so it caught my attention, since i have asked that question myself since i was probably 14. (Since then, i have not been successful, nor enjoying the process of attempting.) I appreciated the communities post, and feel like it would be nice to have a community of people that i can relate with, hence i am here.
I am 22 years old, and love ceramics, throwing pottery is my me time, meditation time, and fun time. Fishing is also a hobby that comes close, but not as much, however it is one of my favorites. I also enjoy the intensity of paintball, its a fun game, and is quite the demanding sport. I had a passion for hacky sack, i once did 72 hits in a row, but since then haven't played it much. Outside of that, when i am not doing one of those hobbies, i am either working on school work, or playing video games, either on my own or with friends.
As for school, i am going into mechanical engineering. I didn't used to be much for math, but i guess i just enjoy it more now, mostly when it becomes applied i guess. I have done pretty good in it so far, even though i only just got started, i have finished statics, and calc 2, but have plenty to go.
As for my secret, well, I have been a DL Furry for as long as i can remember, and it seems to have been stuck with me. I have been off and on, but it always remains in my head, and the time between activity is actually quite short, so practically, i have always been active. All of the brakes in between have been because i have been trying to rid myself of Infantilism, yet i can't ever seem to be successful, and the toll on my spirit seems to be hard on each battle. Ultimately, i just hope to find a middle ground, and reach back to the value of Infantilism that i remembered when i was young, and remove the polluted pieces of the practice from myself. I think that this site might help me do it, so this is why i am here.