So on Wednesday I am going on vacation. And I am kind of scared to do so.
I have a 3 issues with this upcoming vacation.
My first issue is the fact that my dad will be in a wheelchair for most of the time. He has M.S. and his disease isn't at a point that he needs to be in a wheelchair. So I am not used to seeing him in such a state. I am somewhat bothered by this fact.
My second issue is that last year I went on vacation, my grandmother had passed away. Now my grandmother and I had never been close but I wish I got more time to meet her. I am afraid if I go on vacation I might lose someone else close to me.
My third and final issue is my attempt to lose weight. I currently weigh about 189 pounds and I am 5'11. And lately I have been working out about 2 hours a day and I have been eating semi-healthily. I've been doing that for a week but no pounds have come off yet. But I know patience is a key in losing weight. But I don't think I can control myself while on vacation. I am afraid it might affect my weight.
Now the reason I wrote this thing is because I don't know what to do...
Is what I am feeling normal? Probably not. :P