So, normally I am not afraid to wear diapers around home and out in town. But lately my job has found me in a dorm-type setting with about 40 other young dudes with whom I work, and I was very reluctant to bring diapers at all. They are a tough crowd and I'm sure that a revelation that I wear diapers would lead to incessant razzing for the rest of my time with them. I had originally thought that I would just go without for a couple weeks, but last minute I packed up several diapers in my luggage, thinking if I get a chance to wear then great, but if not, I will just not wear them.
It has been a challenge! I am in a tiny 2-man room with a roommate. We have hardly any privacy, the restrooms are shared with the entire floor. The first night I didn't wear at all. Then the second night I snuck a diaper into a plastic bag and carried it into a bathroom stall and put it on. I chickened out though and only wore a Depends Maximum. I put underwear over it to attempt to muffle the sound. I wore PJ's and a t-shirt over that. I actually peed in it while in bed! It was kind of exciting.
The next morning I snuck down to one of the first-floor bathrooms, fortunately no one was in there so I went into one of the stalls & de-diapered and went to throw the diaper in the trash, although since I didnt want it visible right there on top, I wrapped it up in a pillowcase that was lying there on top in the trash can. Then I went to get some lunch and when I returned, I went into the same restroom and happened to glance into the same trash can. The pillowcase was gone and there was my wet diaper, lying right there on top! I was like WTF??!! I told you, no privacy. And what kind of nasty person would pull the pillowcase out of the trash, realize there was a dirty diaper in there, dump it out and still take the pillowcase? Weird. Anyway I was mostly worried that it was likely one of our guys and that he may tell the story of the diaper in the trash can, and speculation may begin about who wears diapers in this group. (We are not the type of people you would expect to wear diapers, in fact I'm pretty sure I am the only one wearing in this building right now.) I even considered tossing my whole stash just in case anyone started getting nosy. Anyway, I kept my ears open the whole day, but heard no mention of it.
Emboldened by my uneventful wearing the night before, the next night I went for broke and taped on a Dry 24/7. Again with my PJ bottoms over the top. Had to make sure my tshirt stayed pulled down though because those things make my butt look rediculous! Again, no indication that anyone had a clue. I purposely wet in them in bed that night, then in the morning before I got up, it was heavenly! And felt naughty.
I have been getting smarter about disposal too, now I put the used diaper in 2 plastic shopping bags (so no one can see through it) and nonchalantly carry it down the hallway, down the stairs and straight to the dumpster!
Last night I wore a Molicare Super Plus and PJ's. This morning was the hairiest moment when I had to be somewhere and my roommate wouldn't leave, I actually changed from PJ's into jeans with my diaper on, right there in front of him! I had to use a combination of ninja skills and Jedi mind tricks so he wouldn't notice...(waving hand slowly) "You do not notice a diaper..." He didn't notice, but it probably helped that I was wearing colored briefs over them. Still, we all know how thick the Molicares are and they do crinkle a bit. So, I wouldn't recommend this stunt unless you are a very experienced diaper connesieur (sp?) like myself.
I wore the Molicare out to a restaurant with a few buddies, then when I returned I was happy to see that I had a respite from my ever-present roommate, who was not there. So I took the opportunity to change into another Dry 24/7, which I am wearing as I type this! (Yes, I wet it once already) With jeans over the top. I will probably go outside to make a phone call soon, then come back in and sneak on my PJs and go to bed.
So the saga continues, I guess my thread will probably end up getting moved because it has turned out more like a rambling story than anything. The point is I am not sure how I feel about wearing in such a risky setting, but I guess I was getting too comfortable wearing around home in safety, and I admit that the prospect of possibly getting caught is pretty exciting. Wish me luck friends, because I really DON'T want to get caught. I'm really not sure how that would pan out, but I'm not sure I wanna know. I'll let you know if I do though. Peace!