Hey guys, I spent a long time this week thinking a whole lot about working up the courage to ask this guy out. He's smart, funny, gorgeous and an all around gentleman. Any girl would want him. He wanted me alright. As a friend with benefits. I get the courage to ask him on a simple harmless date, nothing even had to come from it, I just wanted to have a little fun for a night and feel important and cared about instead of just another hot broad who's great in bed, but nooooo. He says he wants to be married to his work, which makes no sense at all to me because he works two times a week and he's taking the summer off school. Sounds like a lame excuse for "I just wanted your body". I'm so sick of being that girl that people just want to use. I'm so tired of this, I'll probably never find somebody else like me. You ever get that feeling that you'll always be alone?