Hi everyone on ADISC.
This is the first time in my life I seriously joined a website with the dedication to be truly honest with/about myself. I will answer any questions asked honestly.
The first honesty would be that i previously joined this site with another name and falsified my age (never posted anything). Donīt know why i did that really. (Was stopped by the web-site automagically powers)
Iīm a 37 year old male who only has had ONE serious relationship in his life (aprox 3 years), which ended about when i was 21.
I have only had four "one nite stands" since that, and they all made me feel somewhat disgusted at the "tackiness" of it.
Some of you might guess, (yes Iīm a short guy, nickname anyone?) that Iīm not particularly a tall man.
Iīm just 170cm (5ftī7) which perhaps donīt sound so short, but in Sweden where i live, thats the average height for WOMEN! Couple that with the fact that the most women here (95%), prefers guys to be at least 15cm (6in) taller than they, it considerably narrows the selection.
Itīs NOT fun to see women trying all they can to avoid me when I approach them in bars/parties whathaveyounot.
One thing Iīm happy with, is that my body have a high metabolism.
Considering my age, I donīt have a lot of fat (63kg). I can just "pinch" some fat around my belly.
Even though I donīt exercise much and eat/drink way too much pizza/beers
Iīm sure some of you think, what a sad character, but I donīt truly think of myself that way (anymore).
"Self psychology" can work wonders sometimes, although it takes time!
But this state i have reached (where Iīm happy with myself), it isnīt quite enough.
I will only truly be happy when i find someone who accepts me for who i am. *stares into the stars*
Enough of this emotional drivel
On to my hobbies, i just love riding motorcycles.
My current "girlfriend" is a Kawasaki Versys. An alround bike that I use almost everyday.
I usually ride it to work, but enjoy to take trips to "nowhere" when iīm free.
I love it when i find a new rural road, twisting through forests and glades.
Another passion of mine is reading, particularly fantasy or SciFi books.
Every second I donīt occupy my mind with other things, I read.
Favorite authors are, Robert Jordan, Katherine Kerr, Isaac Asimov, Peter F Hamilton, David/Leigh Eddings, Timothy Zahn and so forth.
I think i have an excess of over 600 books in my book cases to date.
Computers are my life i think. No Iīm not a "programer geek" although the "jocks" consider me as such
Iīm the dude everyone ask for help at work when having computer problems
I have several certifications from Microsoft and some from both Cisco and Novell.
Only trouble is the they are getting quite old now. When i finished my "adult education", the IT market was DEAD, hence my career in sales.
Anyone that has trouble with their computer, donīt hesitate to ask me. (Microsoft/network related anyway)
And yes, I do play a lot of games on the computer too.
The games I play most now is BFBC2, Fallout New Vegas and Civ 5.
Iīm an alrounder i think.
I enjoy most music but with a preference to techno, electronic and hard rock.
The last 2 years I have almost only been listening to C64 remixes (online streaming from SlayRadio)
The only music I really dislike, is Rap, Gangsta and such.
Accordingly to the "cheat sheet" this is the only place i get to explain my love for diapers and such things.
Sure, here goes :
My first actual memory of having an interest in diapers begins when i was 8 years i think.
I was playing "baby" with my younger brother, wearing a diaper and was reminded by my parents that i forgot my pedal car outside and i just rushed out not considering the "baby outfit" I had. My parents scolded me for it. For me it felt incredibly embarrassing and still very exciting somehow. Iīm sure itīs not the whole truth. I donīt think I will never know.
Double standards anyone ? Itīs cute when no one but family sees it, but embarrassing when everyone sees it?
I never thought of diapers again until i was about 14 (puberty) then it almost became an obsession of mine. Masturbation seldom took place without diapers near hand.
I love plastic covered diapers, the thicker the better.
Current favorite Abri-Form (stuffed with 3 other diapers)
My profile says that Iīm not an adult baby but i do enjoy some "baby stuff" such as onsies and footed sleepers and i even occasionally enjoy having a Nuk5. Itīs very relaxing and lowers my blood pressure/heart rate.
As for my Furry side, I donīt consider myself as a babyfur. I donīt consider myself as a baby at all. Hence the diaperfur.
I just love the furry world. Weird thing, i am very much hetero considering "human" sex but in furry, many male images turn me on. Some one please comment on that....
My greatest fear is to find a soul mate and have to explain all this to her, and then she would just laugh and leave me ! (kick in the crotch)
Phweeew, that was a lot of emotions and thoughts from my mind that i have NEVER shared with anyone EVER!
If anyone that knows me intimately and read this they will know itīs me for sure, but WTH, you only live once
Anyone reading this far, kudos to you, live happy in diapers ;D
(And i meant what i wrote in the intro, ANY question will be answered honestly)