So here goes my introduction...
I'm a 26 year old male, computer programmer by day and abdl by night. I like to ride bikes, surf amazon, facebook, hang out with friends. I'm married and although my wife knows about my fetish, she doesn't really partake in it. She has a few times, but it just doesn't turn her on.
I'm really into BDSM, and I especially like the humiliation side of things which I think is why I enjoy being diapered so much. I've tried the hypnosis files which although I don't think work they are a fun fantasy thing, kinda like you are being forced to do something like mess or wet. [removed]
I've tried enemas (not a fan), laxatives (not a fan), bisocodal suppositories (not a fan, messed me up bad meant to get glycerin), and finally glycerin suppositories (big fan). I know things like this aren't recommended by a lot of people but I don't know I really like the feeling of no control.
I wish I had better access to some of the thicker diapers out there, I usually settle on something I can find at a remote walgreens late at night like depends max. protection. I can fit into the kids goodnights and they look good but just don't hold.
I find it really fun to wear a diaper in the shower, it gets so full and heavy then if you kinda bounce up and down on it it's so squishy. Idk, it's fun :P.
Anyways that's my intro.