With the acquisition of my new internship I came to a realization. Everything in my life that I have worked hard for has failed. Everything that I have half assed has succeeded. Here are examples, pour my heart and soul into a paper I get a B- half ass the following paper I get a near perfect. Half ass a program it turns out incredible do it properly doesn't work at all. Cut classes and what not get all A's. Attend classes and do my best get straight B's. You can see the pattern.
Point being is I handed in my things to the internship organization at the last minute. I half assed my essay and did everything last minute. I got an internship. I did a job search I went trough different places and what not and got dressed hair cut and everything and No job. So it's an odd thing honestly.... in my life if I try too hard I fail yet if I just barely try I get awesome results.... IS this normal? are any of you guys like this? I'm a slacker by nature and well I'd like to see some input in this because of this strange trait/pattern i've recognized in my life.