My name is John and I am Greek. I am 16 years old and I'm a high school student; a very good one, without having any intention to boast.
First of all, I would like to thank the administrators and the staff for actually making this web site and keeping it safe.
Additionally, I would like to state that English is not my mother language(obviously) so I am sorry in advance for making grammatical and/or syntactical errors. Oh, and for writing such a long post!(It's only the beginning!)
I play/try to write/listen music, I love literature, I have a blog and I am slightly addicted to cinema and movies. ^^
Well, I am not wearing diapers and I am significally confused about both my sexuality and my sexual appeal towards diapers. Yes, sexual.
Actually I feel like there's a biological switch that sets ON when I want to masturbate or experience sexual pleasure. But then, it just shuts down and feels so strange. May it be a defense of my subconscious to alleviate the thoughts of "me being weird"? I know you will all tell me such urges are not to be considered -weird- and after reading a bunch of posts, I believe you.
However, the thought of being in diapers is quite, not utterly, sexual arousing. But the thing that turns me on is the thought of others being in diapers or being changed. I have not bought diapers or have been erotically involved with someone so I just don't know if those fantasies are just fantasies and not something that I would actually WANT to experience.
So what does that make me? A TB or... (I don't know all terms).
As for my sexuality, I think I am bisexual. It's the puberty of course and I've read that a lot of straight adults have experienced such things when they were teenagers. I don't have a problem but my parents and generally people around me would. Greeks are considerably small-minded and tragically traditional. :/
Please note that those urges/fantasies do not get in the way of me socialising or connecting with friends and so on. I have a healthy life and no one would ever consider me as a fetishist. Not that it is bad.
What is more, it's been quite a long time since I have been guilty about me searching in the net pictures depicting toddlers in diapers. And the thought of me being a pedophile absolutely disgusts me. However, I don't think I'm attracted to children, but the diaper itself. Children give diaper a more innocent meaning. :/ I am really stressed and confused to be honest.
That's all. Sorry for being SO verbal but I needed to get it off my chest. Please don't be way too kind with me or try to relieve me by telling me lies or something like that. I just want your 100% honest opinion.
Thank you all for spending your time reading this post!